There comes a time…

There comes a time when we all find insights.
Insights to things we may never have wanted to know of.
This is one of those days.
As the tears flow, I remember those that perhaps truly care.
I may be wrong still.
Maybe the people I think care don’t too.
That surprise won’t be a surprise no more.
Not after today that is.
Then again, I saw it coming.

In each stage of my life I find possibly only one true.
The few that haven’t left till date.
The ones that remain more than enough.
Some of those were close from the start.
Others grew onto me.
Possibly, most of those I have met recently know much of anything from the past.
Neither do those that have known me a long time know much of the present.
Something keeps us together still.
And for it all, I am grateful.
Very indeed.

Thank you for everything and my deepest apologies for all the things I have done that may have caused harm/hurt/tears/anger/anything negative for that matter of fact.

~ by ramanantan on July 13, 2009.